It has been harder and harder to put baby Anthony to sleep. I also feel like I'm getting fustrated more and more with baby Anthony. I guess mainly because I rarely get help from anybody. His mom takes care of Bella all the time and I get that because Lucy is a horrible mother! But why cant she or anyone offer to take care of baby Anthony for a night like the do with Bella? I 'm a good mother to my son but sometimes I need a break too, since I really don't get any help from my significant other. I get that he works and he's tired, but that doesn't mean he can't help with baby Anthony after he wakes up. Like today for instance, I took a long over do shower and while I was in this shower, I could hear the baby crying! He wants me to get a job, but he can't even take care of the baby while I'm in the shower, then how is he going to do it when I do have a job? I love my son to death! I love taking care of my son, I just get fustrated and start crying because he wont stop crying. And everything i do he won't stop.